ugh im sick. i hate being sick. i missed out on fun night last night. but i am going to do my best to be well for tomorrow night. i will get drunk, i will take drugs, and i will strike a pose damnit. but at the moment all i want to do is curl into a ball and sleep. ugh its gross. and i went shopping with mum, looking like hell (in a bad way) and saw people from school that i wouldnt normally want to see on a good day. now im happy cos i have red bull. mum bought me new lipstick. can never have too many red lipsticks.